Here it is, another Birthday. but at least this one comes with rewards.
My first check will arrive next month so I will start reaping the benefits of my years of work.
Thoughts?
I don't feel this old. I feel fat. I want to work on that.
I still feel sad. I feel alone sometimes. I feel like no one sees my point.
I want to take charge of my future but it is difficult because too many things out of my control are unresolved.
I want to feel strong again. I miss my independence. I miss my friends.
Most of all, I miss Jim...and the way he was. I want him to get his kidney so that we can move on.
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