If only I could focus on one project long enough to complete it I think i would feel a lot better. I am in the middle of so many things right now, that I am becoming totally overwhelmed.
Part of the the problem is that everything that needs to be ready for the holiday rests solely on my shoulders.
Aside from earning and spending, my Husband has not participated at all in any preparations.
He chooses to argue rather than admit that he doesn't think he should have to do anything.
He is such an enigma, very kind to other people and a lazy bear at home. He is currently transporting one of his fellow dialysis patients back and forth to treatment 3 days a week. He drove up to Baltimore last night to say goodbye to his 94 year old Aunt who is in the process of dying.
At this moment he is at the office handing out gifts he bought, at his own expense, to all the installers, production workers and office staff totalling close to $1000.
My requests are not outrageous, just moving some things out to the garage, maybe decorating, and making a big run to the Goodwill.
I want to spend some time baking, and wrapping and doing regular Christmas chores.
Men.....