I attended the second Support group meeting today.
It has been very beneficial to be with a group going throught similar experiences.
There were some new people today, and some missing but it was still on spot because the Facilitator is excellent.
 So, I know it is OK to feel tired, greiving is exhausting. It's OK to be unfocused and unable to concentrate that is normal...as well as confusion..fear..inability to finish anything..anger, unexpected attacks of grief ..
 The only thing I don't feel is guilt or regret. I truly believe that Jim loved me as much as I loved him and in the end he recognized my devotion and his needs.
 I am also letting go of the other anger....their problem to resolve..